There hasn’t been a single day in the past four years when I haven’t thought of you or felt the ache of losing you. Even now, it still doesn’t quite feel real, and I don’t think it ever will.
But what I do know is that, over time, you’ve found quieter, yet deeply powerful ways to still be present in my life, although it took me a while to feel and see them.
You show up in the soft echoes of your love, your care, your pride, and your constant support. It’s as if those pieces of you always find their way back to me, guiding me, reminding me to stay true to who I am, to focus on what really matters, and to keep becoming the best version of myself. You still light the path that helps me grow.
So I’m choosing to see this not just as something I carry for you, Nan, but as something I carry with you, growing forward, side by side in a different way.
My love for you will always be full and everlasting.
My best friend 🤍
